I don’t care anymore.
Take me away tomorrow,
take me away today,
We’re not meant to stay here
anyway.
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About:
First off I want to apologise for neglecting my blog these past few months. A lot has happened in my life, keeps happening actually.
There are a lot of obstacles blocking my path to being free right now and the only way to overcome them is with time and patience. I can not express to what extend this burdens me or how much I’d just love to get up, walk out of my door and leave EVERYTHING behind me. God. I am 24 years old and already I need to start over. What a joke. This place is toxic though and I need to get the hell away from here. It’s poison to me and I’m really trying my best to hang in there. I hope by this time next year, things will be different. I need a fresh start, somewhere far away and I can’t wait for the day to come to break away. Dark days ahead. Waiting for the sun.
Here’s to pulling through,
cheers!
Prospermind.
PROSPERMIND 
If you are that desperate to escape just do it before you can’t.
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I will. But for now I’ve found a little ray of sun in the darkness to keep me company until I do. Thanks. 🙂
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Something that has helped me against toxic environments: imagine a shower of white light washing over you, from head to toe, taking away every upset that doesn’t belong to you.
Also, if you’ve got a chance, buy some labradorite. It’s a stone that protects against outside influences.
Just offering my advice, though I know how silly it can sound.
And sending hugs. Plenty of good energy!
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You know: this is the second time this crystal/stone (I don’t really know what category labradorite falls under) has crossed my path in the past year?! It’s also supposed to be helpful with mediation, so I went and recently bought two beautiful pieces of labradorite. One big half polished rock for my living room and one small polished stone for my pockets. As I am no stranger to an open mind, I do believe they are going to help me. So, thank you very much for reminding me of them again, and as always: thank you for your words of kindness and support.
Shortly after this I began to conscientiously changing my mood and thoughts to be more positive, whenever I noticed that things were heading south. I chose not to let myself get sucked into a hole of darkness and possibly a full on depression. Instead i began looking for ways to calm my mind and come to peace with how things are at the moment. I began to meditate and this really lifted my spirits, literally. I’ve been going through a lot of growth in the past year and I now know that this has also been part of the reason why I’ve felt stuck and down lately. I’ve come to realize that I’m undergoing a transformation of my (I want to say) consciousness, I am growing and entering a new stage that I am still unfamiliar with. I’m excited to see where all of this leads me to.
On another note: I have been distancing myself from the blogging world for a while now, however I hope you’re doing well and your life is full of sunshine. Best wishes, prospermind. 🙂
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Need a nightlight?
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I did indeed. Thankfully I was able to find one. 🙂
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