I don’t care anymore.
Take me away tomorrow,
take me away today,
We’re not meant to stay here


First off I want to apologise for neglecting my blog these past few months. A lot has happened in my life, keeps happening actually.
There are a lot of obstacles blocking my path to being free right now and the only way to overcome them is with time and patience. I can not express to what extend this burdens me or how much I’d just love to get up, walk out of my door and leave EVERYTHING behind me. God. I am 24 years old and already I need to start over. What a joke. This place is toxic though and I need to get the hell away from here. It’s poison to me and I’m really trying my best to hang in there. I hope by this time next year, things will be different. I need a fresh start, somewhere far away and I can’t wait for the day to come to break away. Dark days ahead. Waiting for the sun.

Here’s to pulling through,


Categories: PoetryTags: , , , ,


  1. If you are that desperate to escape just do it before you can’t.

    Liked by 1 person

  2. Something that has helped me against toxic environments: imagine a shower of white light washing over you, from head to toe, taking away every upset that doesn’t belong to you.
    Also, if you’ve got a chance, buy some labradorite. It’s a stone that protects against outside influences.
    Just offering my advice, though I know how silly it can sound.
    And sending hugs. Plenty of good energy!

    Liked by 1 person

    • You know: this is the second time this crystal/stone (I don’t really know what category labradorite falls under) has crossed my path in the past year?! It’s also supposed to be helpful with mediation, so I went and recently bought two beautiful pieces of labradorite. One big half polished rock for my living room and one small polished stone for my pockets. As I am no stranger to an open mind, I do believe they are going to help me. So, thank you very much for reminding me of them again, and as always: thank you for your words of kindness and support.
      Shortly after this I began to conscientiously changing my mood and thoughts to be more positive, whenever I noticed that things were heading south. I chose not to let myself get sucked into a hole of darkness and possibly a full on depression. Instead i began looking for ways to calm my mind and come to peace with how things are at the moment. I began to meditate and this really lifted my spirits, literally. I’ve been going through a lot of growth in the past year and I now know that this has also been part of the reason why I’ve felt stuck and down lately. I’ve come to realize that I’m undergoing a transformation of my (I want to say) consciousness, I am growing and entering a new stage that I am still unfamiliar with. I’m excited to see where all of this leads me to.

      On another note: I have been distancing myself from the blogging world for a while now, however I hope you’re doing well and your life is full of sunshine. Best wishes, prospermind. 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: